am i always going to feel like lost property?
can't we just be complete w and w/out someone else?
am i that powerful, that capable to fertalize and complete myself, again?
do i have the 'theos' to do so?
i remember myself asking you about being our own gods -in hand-.
where has that thought gone?
it's been only 2 years but, i feel tired already.
i don't even want to open my mouth to notify that i do have an idea.
my words just swell up and i have to swallow them in very large amounts.
not every friend/relationship has enough love in it. i feel void.
there was a time when you let me know there's nothing better than to feel loved. well, Nat Cole was damn sure about that, yes, but certainly, i'm not really..
if love is a verb; something to do with 'doing' then why don't i feel love around me? people do speak about it a lot but nothing changes, still...
that brings us back to the same ol' question: are we going to feel complete, ever? and be 1 with another 1?
where is the language that you can speak without opening your mouth?
why can't i just feel -as i do now- about everybody the way i feel about a -very- few?
i'm hoping that you'll show me that, someday.. and till then, i'm right here, in the supermarket where you left me. waiting... missing and loving you.
and after that, i hope i won't feel lost again.