"i love all of you"

they did not vanish in one day..
they did vanish throughout the dark years of my long-born burden.
therefore it's not that easy for me to pick up the phone and ask them out for a drink. or invite them over..

he has so many of them. some of them he loves muchly, some of them he just doesn't. there are also some who never calls or expects a call at all. they just send each other messages on birthdays and feel divine..

anyway, i love you guys. all of you. you freeze my brain and toast it again with your luminous ways of perception, your agony of hatred and your priceless "ego"s, above all..
but i love you still and some of you even more..
you perfectly know who you are..

we became one while growing up together.
and that, in fact, is never a limited period of time..